Lovey-dovey crap ahead. Ye be warned.

Things are happening and there may even be an actual moving date soon. And this is the reason for a slight feeling of panic (I have to leave everything I know for knowing barely anything. That should instill fear in even the bravest, you know!), but along with the panic there is also something else.

And that something else is 100% happiness. Because it's finally happening. After almost 2 years of going back and forth across the North Sea numerous times, that traffic will be ending. And we'll be together.

I will be with that fantastic guy, that funny, wise, amazing, patient, cute guy, who, by some freak of nature, loves me. Not a day goes by that I don't count myself lucky that he's in my life and that I can feel safe and happy because he is there. Even when he's away.

To use that silly cliché, he lifts me up when I'm down and puts a smile on my face when there's a frown. (How sweet, that even rhymed, awwwww!) But that is the truth.

I actually find it quite difficult to adequately describe what I feel about him, cause it is so immense and I can't help but becoming a wee bit misty-eyed when I think about him.

I. Love. Him.

I wasn't sure I was going to post this, such a display of emotion, but heck, it's how I feel, why not tell the whole bloody world??

Wednesday, February 09, 2005 posted by Wardi @ 9:42 PM